hmmmmmm. seeing my orthopaedist on thursday, hopefully he'll give me a clean bill of health. then i can really play sports again. in the past couple of months, i've been trying to play basketball, some tennis and much soccer. feels prety good actually. i'm such a sports person, lacking which i'd feel erm, lacking. whatever lah, my grammar is being eroded faster than a rain-pelted no trees loose soil slope. ok, that was just bad description. i shall stop disgracing myself. but it's ok, if all else fails, blame if on this little factor called national cervix, i mean service.

everytime, rencong reminds me that all his friends are leaving singapore to study overseas. i suppose i can say much of the same. those with scholarships take and go overseas, with their pockets full and bags super full. i envy them. and a lot of my friends are taking scholarships. i very envy them. but then again, i don't have that many friends to start with. maybe i should join makefriends.com haha. is there such a site? blame it on national service.. aiyah don't talk so much i might very very well end up overseas as well. why doesn't singapore want me??? i love singapore. tell me why. tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache, ain't nothing but a mistake. you know why i'm so incoherent now? all together now.. NATIONAL SERVICE! damn, i give it too much credit. but then emart also give me credit(s).